Sometimes…having siblings suck.
Although it is a blessing from god…although we came from the same womb(yurks..this tot is disgusting) but not every single pair can get along well.
At least not all the time.

Agree?
Yes..thank you for your positive response.

I was damn pissed by that brat’s attitude towards father and is always so!

Sometimes he just speak to my father as if he owes him a lifetime.
It is really a bastard’s doings to do that to a father,at least it is my father you are talking about.

In father wise,I think my father is good. Maybe not the best but is more than I can asked for.

So I usually don’t condone any acts of rudeness to my parents.
I admit I have been thru there but I always try to control myself.

We are all human beings,it is only natural to rub against each other’s skin sometimes. But you don’t do it all the time! Not to your friends and especially your own kins.

I think my brother is a very schizophrenic pig!
You should read this blog!
I wanna puke right infront of his face!

I love my brother but disapproved of his schizophrenic acts and his attitude towards our own parents,esp father!

Having “tattle-taling” so much, perhaps I should tell you what happened last night.

My bro always use the internet at night, ard 8pm.
I am actually annoyed that I don’t see him studying (though he claims he studys in sch)
But since he paid for the internet, I allowed him to use a hour per day/night.

My father usually needs to make phone calls to his suppliers at that timing also.
I understand it may be annoying at times for you to disconnect half way but this is your father you are talking about.
What is so hard about disconnecting for that 2-3 mins?

Usually my bro would use those kinda fucked up tone and asked my father to faster use.

Fucked up tone?
Like that.
“faster use la!”

I already gave him a pre hand warning that should he use such tone again, I would banned him from using internet ever.

And it so happened that when he disconnected,my father was using the loo. And so he impatiently use that fucking tone to try to rush my dad again.

I told him off and asked why cant he ever use a more patient tone. Why must he be that rude.
He got aggressive and started the whole cock temper!

I flared inside and told him that he should not use internet anymore.
You know,I always did that but I will relent if he shows that he is sorry.

Guess what…
“Bitch!”

This is what I was cursed at immediately.

Words like “fuck” “bitch” middle finger pointing were used continuously after since.

What the fuck!

To make things worse,he threw that 10 dollars right on the floor.

It was my money I gave to him.
Actually I didn’t…I gave to mum and dad allowances each last night.
Dad insisted that I gave my bro 10 dollars too..as a encouragement, a gesture, an example.

I didn’t have spare so dad gave it to him under my name. basically it’s 10 bucks from what I gave to dad.

What a bastard’s act!

If it wasn’t for the presence of my parents, I would have fight him even though I knew I am on the losing side.

Damnit!

Argh! Forget it~
So sian!
Positivism is really something that is hard to maintain. You can only push yourself for it and remind yourself what you want to be doing. That is what that keeps you living everyday. The things that you anticipate for the future.